Questions Unanswered

I have questions
Why cant you answer
Tangled in lost dreams
breaking at the seams

Sometimes I cant breathe
Why cant you see me?
I'm lost alone and gone
I'm disappearing.

I have questions
Why cant you answer
My heart is breaking
My soul is aching.

You Think

When I think really hard about it
I'm in love with you...
Your eyes, your smile, and the way to smell?
I love everything about you.
I love that you love the gospel.
I love your quirky personality.
I love the way you sing.
I love your friends
I love everything.
I love you because you're you.
The only things standing in the way
is you don't love yourself like I do.
You think I could never love you
When the truth is I love you more than you think.
<3

The way I Love You

I love you like a warm summer day

Like rain pouring down from the sky

I love you like a crisp breeze in autumn

Like hot chocolate on a cold day

I love you like a waterfall 

Like butterflies in a field

I love you like a lily in a pond

I love you like fish swim

Like everything thats ever been

The way I love you

Imaginations Run Wild

Got that feeling bubbling inside
My imagination is letting loose
I cant breath my heart is beating
My mind is reeling.
Imaginations run wild
The ground is spinning
The earth is shaking
All reality slips away
My heart is aching
my fingers tremble
Lost in a wonderland of dreams
I'm flying over a dark blue ocean
The suns setting in the distance
Im going towards what I know to be my love
My sight is blinded
I catch a breath.
I fall downwards in a spiral
The cool blue water hits my face
I wake up light breaking through my window
I long for the day he realizes were meant to be
Till then Ill live in reality
but get lost in fantasy.

I try

I try to be optimistic
But sometimes the hatred bubbles inside
Sometimes I cant take it
Sometimes I try so hard
I feel like screaming and tearing it apart
I feel broken and torn in my heart
I cant help but feel my heart aching
Whenever I listen to your hopes for her
I just want you to love me
Like you love her...

Picture Me

Picture me broken
Picture me torn
Picture me cold on the floor
Picture me bleeding
Picture me crying
Picture me clenching myself in pain
Picture me sad
Picture me alone
Picture me out of my element
Picture me trying to get a grasp
Picture me drowning
You make me feel like life is no good
Paint me out of your picture
Paint your self out of mine
Picture me happy
Picture me smiling
Picture dancing in circles
Picture me singing
Picture me laughing
Picture me living life
WITHOUT you there...<3

Wont Waste My Time

I wont waste my time scribbling in your name in my notebook
When I know you dont feel the same way
You keep leading me on
Setting me up to watch my heart break
Its always the same
The guy with entrancing eyes
Smiling to take my breath away
I wont waste hours drawing hearts on my homework
Thinking of you all the time
You're just setting me up to smash me once again
The attention is making me putting down my guard
Only for you to ignore me for a day
Something I cant face
I wont waste my time subbing your last name for mine
When all I ever find is a false valentine

How I Feel About This Night

I dont want to fall in love
but its happening
You crept up on me
like a creature in the night
Your eyes sparkle
bringing me in
You made me laugh
hard to do
I'm falling for you
I'm not ready
For yet another heart break
is on its way
Ill fall for you no matter what
I'm so scared
Here I go
I wish it was real
Thats how I feel about this night...

Better Than Me

When I think of you I want to a better person
I know I'm not perfect
But you bring out the good in me
Making me better for all to see
I've forgotten  all the rest
My stomach screams when I look at you
I wanna be better than I am
All because you believe in me <3

You hit me

You hit me like a surprise
I love looking into your eyes
Those crystal blues eyes
They hypnotize me
Til I cannot breathe
Baby your smile spins me
The room is Topsy turvy
Butterflies in my stomach
Lightness of my heart
You tearing me apart
From all reality
You hit me like a surprize
Those crystal blue eyes
They tell me no lies... <3

Too Soon to See

It's too soon
Please dont break my heart
Im so used to a broken heart
Please dont let this be painful
I cant breathe when you look at me
It's too soon to fall for you
Yet I have butterflies in my tummy
My heart jumps when I hear your name
I cant help but think of you constantly
I cant help but know it will end badly
I just dont wanna be broken hearted
Let me down easy
I met you the other day
I'm falling to insanely fast
I cant breathe
Please dont forget me
Please let me know
I cant breathe when I think of you
My heart is tight
I cant take another heart break
It's to soon to see

The Scars in My Heart

They dont go away
The pain in my heart
The scars
I can go on
I will fight
The pain you made me feel
I cant believe its gone this far
I should of let you go sooner
They dont go away
The pain in my heart
The scars
I wont let go of what I believe
Your  a mystery
Building me up to tear me down
They dont go away
The pain in my heart
The scars
I wont let go of life
Just because you couldnt control yourself.

Beat of My Heart

Dance to the beat of your heart
Never let them tear you apart
Dont let go Please Fight
For life please fight
Someone out there is waiting for you
You're gonna change their life for the better
Please fight on someone some day
Is gonna need the beat of your heart
To ring in their ears
Dont let go Please Fight
Never let what they say tear you up
Please dont let go please fight
Youll save a life
Like he saved mine
He makes me better inside
I wanna fight with him by my side
Decades I've waited for him
He fought so I could win my fight
Please dont let go Please let fight
Dance to the beat of your heart
Never let them tear you apart
Start to grow a happy heart
For them, for you, For me

Meeting Someone New

Its like a refreshing take on life
There new opinions and ways to think
They make you laugh
Give you a different perspective from which to see
Sometimes they make you happy
Changing your life forever
Filling your heart with butterflies
and your stomach flip flops
Yeah Meeting someone new can be
AMAZING