The Other Side of Down

SO here it is. David Archulettas new CD came out and of course I bought it!!!
Its AMAZING!!! I mean EVERY song is good. EVERY SONG!! They are all so good I cant even believe it!! He is sooo AMAZING...I will marry him!!! I really will...hmmmm:] <3

A DREAM

I had this dream. A very strange dream. A boy I've known since I was ten asked me to participate in an exercise group he does in the morning. BTW he doesnt HAVE an exercise group at all...at least in reality. ANYWHO...he asked and I ended up being the only girl in it. With like 5 other guys. At first I was really slow and unfit. But as the WEEKS (yes my dream was weeks long) I got better...to the point where I was faster than the boys. I was fit and slim and for the first time I ACTUALLY FELT PRETTY. Then in my dream grade school started, but since me and this friend were the only ones in college we were the only ones that stayed in the exercise group. Then one morning we were talking and he said he had something important to tell me...and just as he was about to say it...MY MOM CAME IN AND WOKE ME UP TO TELL ME I NEEDED TO TAKE HER TO WORK...I was extremely saddened...I'll never know what he had to say...:(
On another note TODAY WAS A GOOD DAY!!!
I have to say though this dream has inspired me to start working out and eat better...( I say as I remember the oh so deloicous reeses hiding in my purse teehee)

COLLEGE

College is SO much better than high school. EVERYONE is so much more mature. Even the boys. College boys arent jerks like high school boys. Lets just say....I LOVE COLLEGE!!!!

Work

Today was a really slow day at work.
It was however extremely fun.
Despite the fact that my co worker decided to take the weekend off...
and threw everyone else off schedule...
and I only got three hours of sleep last night...
TODAY WAS A REALLY GOOD DAY!!!
I guess the poor boy doesnt know that you cant just take FOUR days off
immediatly two weeks after being hired ( it doesnt look good).
OH WELL he missed the FUN.
Work is becoming just a little less stressful these days.
It might be the peculiar weather were having though.
OH WELL ENJOY WHAT YOU HAVE :]

Trying to count my blessings...and wishing I could bless others.

I am a very privlaged girl, and I dont thank the lord enough for what I have. I have two great parents who love me dearly and two brothers who well...there my brothers I'm supposed to love em!! lol JK they keep company and swear to beat up any guy who breaks my heart, but most of all they have my back!! I live in a good house with lots of love and my very own bed. I'm pretty greatful for that. I really dont deserve it. There are people out there who are struggling greatly. I wish I could save the world from this itself. Were all spiraling in a downward direction. So I guess I'm trying to say that I wish I could take all the pain and sorrow from everyone and throw it away to be lost forever....

The Very new and VERY real me

I've decided that maybe I just need to learn to be myself now.
I'm tired of pretending to be someone else to make myself noticed.
If you dont love me for me then maybe you just dont deserve me.
And you know what?
I dont need you. :]

This is a new blog for a new me!! <3