I dont believe

I dont believe in love
my hearts shattered on the floor
the pains too much
i never wanted more
I think im losing all hope
my feelings grow no more
just leave me on the ground
with the rain pouring down
let me drown...
I dont believe in love

Your face reminds me of yesterday...

Your innocence says so much...
Reminds me of a day when life was simple...
A day when nothing mattered...
The world was my oyster...
The days when everyone loved you for you...
Where corny smiles and fake compliments didnt exist...
The days when everyone could be friends...
Where everyone could be loved...
Your eyes say so much...
They say how much you care...
They say what your feeling...
They say that you care for me...
You face reminds me of yesterday...
When life was simple...
When all you were expected to be was a kid...
When no one blamed you for everything...
When hate was nonexistant...
When life was fun...
When all you wanted to be was a grown up...
Your smile tells my everything I need to hear...
It tells me what I can expect...
It tells my what your heart is thinking...
It tells me what you want from life...
Sometimes I dont think you see this...
Sometimes I dont think you see your self the way I see you...
The way I see you is everything I ever want to be...
The way I see you is everything I'll ever need. <3

When a Heart Skips a Beat

I saw you and my heart jumped a mile in front of me...
You didnt even notice, you couldnt see...
Why does my stomach flop when I see your face
Why does my heart stop when I've lost the race
I should no longer think of you and what you did
I should be over you
You didnt even notice me walk by though I triedd
I liked you more than I ever imagined
But things changed and now my heart aches
So should my heart skip a beat when I see you or hear your name?
Why should my heart ache when I notice you and dont even blink?
Why should I feel so lost when your near?
Why is it that I hear you coming and fear?
You led me on to believe you liked me
You played the strings of my heart and snapped every one in two
and now all I'm left with is a unstringed instrument
beyond repair...

Baby I've Got Nowhere to GO...

Well...I'm falling for someone again.
Yes hes mormon...
No hes not perfect mormon...
But I really dont care...
Hes sweet and funny and kind...
And his eyes oh my gosh his eyes...
crystal blue pool eyes...
I love his eyes...
and His smile...
Ive really got nowhere to go with this
Im falling faster with each day...
I miss him more and more and sometimes I cant breathe
It hurts so much though
to not know how he feels
To not know what he thinks
I'm lost now
with nowhere to go...